Movie on 2010-03-22 at 21.42.mov

Abuse by CB Liz

I sat there as you took advantage of me,

I was a child, I was helpless.

A helpless child, running when there

was no way out



I found an exit but of course it was locked

all you did was caress my body and i begged you to stop

age 12, I wasnt even a teen

and as I grew older I became hateful and mean

I cry out to my mother but my voice was a whisper,

praying on my knees at night wishing I was near her

my demeanor was dominating and i was alway in charge

Not a single voice could stop me for the person

I saw was unclean.

I was dressed in white clothing, still I felt dirty

I gave myself to some many people just because

you abused me. You made me feel horrible,

like I wasnt good enought to live.

I was just a child and you took advantage of me

you sat there and watch me dress

even when I asked you to leave

you told me that I was foolish for praying on my knees

So much pain I had to endure just from the thought

of you lying next to me

you took away my childhood, my youth, my prime

but you can't have my spirit because Jesus is mine.

eight years later I can look back and laugh

I stand strong, covered in blood

blessed and annointed and thankful his love

I'm not ashamed to tell the world you placed

your hands on me, As a helpless child

I'm begging to see, what kind of joy did

you receive from your sexual relations with me?

I was a helpless child, I sat there

as you took advantage of me

This is just a part of the story

The Pain you cannot see

that sexual abuse you endured

will find a grave in me.